Is it me or I'm the only student who get's frustrated after
not finding his or her niche in school? The reason I write
this is because I finished my end of semester exams this
afternoon. I'm frustrated of a number of things but two
things gets me so mad. My frustration this week has
been taking tests and class attendance.
I'm the model student who has had near-perfect attendance
since I've been in school. I may miss a day here or a class
there but generally I attend every class. My class attendance
compared to my classmates is well beyond measure. I try
not to worry too much about my classmates showing up to
class because I'm trying my best to be on time and in my
seat at class start time. I respect my teachers and professors
but I think class attendance is not held in high esteem. I
should be considerate of my classmates and share my concern
for their attendance but boy it's has and will continue to be
a challenge to make it to class myself.
Test taking and class attendance can be related but I'll briefly
talk about test taking. This last week I had 5 exams in my
classes. The tests covered a wide variety of topics that I've
taken this semester. I've always had a rough time taking exams
and trying to make progress through them while trying to
organized my time during the actual tests. This semester
I took advantage of our Academic Resource Center having
been given a suggestion to visit according to my Math instructor.
I met with a private tutor and we went through the materials
during the sessions. That suggestion was one of the best things
I could do to help in taking tests.
I get anxiety during taking tests and find it hard to remember
and recall facts, formulas, and historical dates. This anxiety
doesn't occur in all of my classes but a few that I can remember
what exam gave me the most challenge.
I'm not frustated now after had a few hours of cooling down after
what I call a tough exam cycle. I still consider it and will be always
aware of the honor and privilege it is to be a student at George Fox.
I might take a longer time to graduate but I will be able to say this
December that I'm a college "graduate." What a added privilege
that will be to share that day with my friends and family.
Until then, I will continue to try my best in my education.